''I Had to Drug Myself To Sleep With My 89 Yr Old Husband''; Ex-Playboy Bunny Holly Madison Reveals

Former Playboy bunny Holly Madison has lifted the lid on what really goes on in the Playboy mansion and the depression she suffered while being married to Hugh Hefner.

Madison lived in the Playboy mansion from 2001 to 2008..She reveals her regrets, what her life was like with Hefner in new 'Down the Rabbit Hole.. 

The 35-year-old details how, as a 22-year-old college dropout and struggling Hooters waitress, she first met Hefner in 2000 and, after a night out clubbing with his 'girlfriends', realized that she was expected to sleep with him.

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The posse were out at a club in LA and Madison's first encounter with Hefner - now 89 - was him offering her a Quaalude from a tissue in his pocket.

'Usually I don't approve of drugs, but you know, in the '70s they used to call these pills ''thigh openers'',' Hefner told her.